Archive for September, 2009

Be in gratitude

Friday, September 25th, 2009

Holy Spirit: Sitting in quiet gratitude is a useful practice. You do not need to know consciously what you are feeling gratitude for. Just being in gratitude is being in gratitude for Self…for truth…for reality. Let gratitude rest on you, and you rest in gratitude. Simply be with it. Conjure up no specific images. Think of nothing you are grateful for. Do not even think that you are being grateful for Self. For the thinking mind only conjures up images of reality, and images of are less than is.

When you are grateful without needing something to be grateful for, you are appreciating all that is as it is simply because it is. This is the highest of all forms of gratitude.

Enjoy gratitude today, and be at peace whenever you notice you are grateful. You are being in touch with your Self and loving your Self for the Self that is.

You give the gift that you asked Me to give

Saturday, September 19th, 2009

Question: Holy Spirit, I am very, very grateful for everything you give to us, for how our mind is shifting and for how we are learning to see. What gift have you got for us this morning?

Answer: Your gratitude is a blessing. Be willing to rest in that. At times you may see a thought in your mind that asks you not to rest in joy, in peace, in contentment and in gratitude. It is happy for brief stops within these states of your mind, but it wants quickly to reinstate guilt and move on to a belief that you must work, work, work…fix, fix, fix.

Be alert to the thoughts that want to reinstate guilt…reinstate the belief that you are not good enough and that you must somehow be fixed. Remember the truth of who you are…the truth of the flow that is the totality of you. And be willing to rest within the flow in a state of contentment, a state of joy, a state of peace and a state of gratitude.

As you rest within these states, remain gently and happily aware of the mind. You can watch the mind and be at peace too, because you can watch the mind as you rest, accept and trust that all is well. When a true upset comes upon you…and by that I mean something that seems to truly upset you…do not believe the thought that tells you that you have failed because you have lost your peace. In accepting your feelings of upset, your peace is anchored within. Do not deny how you feel, and you are at peace. Do not try to change what is by resisting it, and peace is the consistent anchor within your mind.

If you watch carefully the thought of guilt, you will soon learn to laugh at the silliness of the idea. For the thought of guilt is only a belief that has no foundation, and so it continues to search for one. When you are content and at peace, it will tell you that you are guilty for having that state of mind. When you have shifted into upset, the idea will come that you are guilty now for that.

Guilt is a shifting house built upon shifting sand. It has no foundation. But your truth is a rock, and it solidly supports you no matter where you go. Hold to your solid rock and you will know peace, even as the emotions seem to experience upset. Rest in trust of who you are, and you give the gift that today you asked Me to give.

You like having the body to blame

Thursday, September 10th, 2009

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Holy Spirit: It’s not true. The body is not the symbol of unworthiness, not in the way you mean it when you say it. When you say, “The body is a symbol of unworthiness for me,” you really mean, “I feel unworthy because of my body.” You still believe that if some things about your body were different, you’d be able to love yourself. You’d be able to be happy. You’d be loved and life would be grand.

This is the truth about the thought in your mind. Do not look away from this truth. To color it any differently is to hide it, and that is to continue to fool yourself into believing that you are what you are not.

The body is nothing. It seems to be the cause of extreme unworthiness, but that is only because you want it that way. The unworthiness that is housed within your mind is extreme beyond compare. You like having the body to blame, because you know the body is outside of you. If you can blame the body, you can avoid the belief that scares you the most. That is the belief that you are inherently and entirely unworthy, and there is nothing to blame and so nothing can be changed in order to change this fact.

The unworthiness that you feel is deeper than you’ve allowed yourself to face, because you have always projected that feeling onto something else. You aren’t willing to let go of your identity with that something else, because you believe that is how you save yourself.

You think the body is the cause. You will not give up the cause, because you also believe that if the body is not the cause, then the only cause can be that unworthiness is the inherent truth of you.

I ask you to be willing to look at this belief in your unworthiness without the anesthesia of projecting it onto a body. When you cannot blame the body, the pain of the unworthiness may go deeper than you know. Be willing to feel this pain in order to learn it is not real. It is only an experience of emotion, but behind the experience of emotion is a light that reminds you it isn’t true.

Invite the pain into your presence. You do not want to avoid it any more.

The bus analogy

Sunday, September 6th, 2009

My dear Friends,

As I’m reading this great message again, a year and a half after we received it, I realize (once again… and again!) the great depth and accuracy of this Teaching. The teaching, indeed, is always the same, though it can take many shapes and forms… whatever our Holy Spirit will “judge” necessary in the moment. Now that we’ve been through, lately, the messages from the ‘Inner Ramana’, we realize that all that truly matters is that we loose interest in what the mind has to say. And this is of course, the same as stepping back, more and more, from the thoughts and opinions ans ideas, and beliefs that people our thinking mind. Once we can see the thoughts without reacting to them, we can easily relax and stop believing them, and begin to place our focus solely on our Source within, which is Pure Awareness by the way.

This Bus Analogy is such a wonderful tool… a gift of awakening that the sane part of our one mind gives us.

I wish you a wonderful infusion of this gem, as well as a pleasurable detachment from traffic.

Love,
Laurent

Holy Spirit: Resting the mind is easier than you think, and you’ve given yourselves the perfect image for this practice. Imagine yourself on the bus. When you are not resting the mind, you are totally caught up in your thoughts as the driver of the bus. You react to each thought like the driver would react to the circumstances of traffic. You get angry at the guy who cuts you off. You stop and go with traffic signals. You are uneasy in fast, swerving traffic. You are afraid when you see a large dump truck coming right at you. Everything is a reaction and you seem to be victim to the traffic circumstances outside the bus.

Now, move back one seat. As you move back one seat, you become somewhat less interested in traffic circumstances. You may notice the red lights and green lights, but you do not feel a need to react to them. You simply notice they are there. But in the seat directly behind the driver, you may still react to the one who cuts off the bus or to the dump truck that is coming right at you.

Move back another seat. Notice that as you move back further, you are more detached from reaction. The one who cuts off the bus may be interesting to see now, but you may not have a reaction to the observing. The traffic signals are barely noticed, and the dump truck gets less of a reaction of fear.

To rest the mind is to move back from the thoughts. It is to watch them without believing them. It isn’t to stop them, just as riding in a bus does not stop traffic. Traffic continues, but the rider is less involved with it than the driver is. Become less involved with your thoughts by observing them without interacting (reacting or believing) with them.

Moving back in the bus is not something you can force yourself to do, so do not even try. If you are in the driver’s seat, that’s where you are. Do not judge yourself for being there. Just notice where you are and will for moving back in the bus. Each time you will for moving back in the bus, you increase your willingness more to be less involved with the traffic of your thoughts. It is through willing for that moving back is accomplished. Of course, willing for moving back is the same as willing for awareness, because the driver is never truly aware. He is too involved in reacting and attempting control to rest within awareness of what is happening in traffic. This is the same as saying he cannot see the forest for the trees. He misses the whole by being too caught up in artificial parts.

Question: My thinking mind is arguing with the analogy of the bus. It argues that as I move back in the bus, I am less aware. The driver is in the seat of most awareness.

Answer: The driver is in the seat of most involvement, but most involvement is not most awareness. The traffic outside the bus is illusion. When the driver is involved with the traffic, he does not know it isn’t there. As you move further back in the bus and become less involved, you clearly become more aware because now you are seeing that the false isn’t true.