Holy Spirit: Your will is everything. This is a lesson I have sent you to learn. This is the lesson you have wanted to learn, because it is your will to learn it.
Now that the lesson has become clear within your awareness…now that there is no doubt as to what must be done if your goal within this lifetime is to awaken…now that you realize your goal is to awaken and your will is the way, I would like to talk to you about ways you can increase your will to awaken.
The most effective way to increase your will to awaken is through awareness. Whenever I speak of awareness, I am speaking of seeing or noticing or being aware of without judgment. In reality, you cannot be aware with judgment. Judgment is the tool of illusion. So by definition and through purpose, whenever you judge you are choosing illusion, and so you are also choosing not to be aware. Illusion is not seeing as it is, so illusion is also not being aware.
The most effective way to increase your will for awakening is by being aware of the ego. The ego is something you do not want, but you do not realize you do not want it when you are blinded by illusions. When you are blinded by illusions through judgment you create the illusion of ‘choose between’. Choose between is a trick, because it seems to give two options and to hold one above the other. You then feel attracted to the one that seems to be held above, and you believe you have chosen something you want. But you have not chosen something you want. You have simply been blinded by the false glimmer of the ego so you would not look at and be aware of the ego. If you were to look at and be aware of the ego with the natural unblinded heart of the Son of God, you would know that you do not want it.
Know that whenever you choose to listen to judgment…whenever you choose to believe that one option or possibility is better than another…you are also choosing to be blinded so that you do not see. When you realize that this is what ‘choose between’ is, you will begin to lose your desire for choose between. As you naturally no longer experience the desire to be blinded, through an observable awareness that this is what you have been choosing to do, you will also naturally begin to choose differently, and this is the beginning of the end of choosing judgment.
The most effective way to increase your will for awakening is to be aware of the ego without judgment. Again, judgment does not let you be aware. Remember this, and you will lose your taste for judgment.
Awareness is watching, knowing and seeing without attachment, but awareness is not lack of desire. Awareness is clear on desire without distraction and awareness watches from the purpose of desire. In this way, awareness, without effort, directs everything through desire. This is not a conscious effort, although consciousness can be enlisted in support of it. This is simply the quiet power of awareness that is aware without the blinding distraction of judgment.
Awareness is the way to increase your desire for awakening, because awareness is pure awareness of desire without distraction. In truth, as you have been told before, the Son of God has one true desire. This is the desire to know the Son of God.
Awareness, without an intellectual conception of this desire, is this desire. So awareness, not covered by the blind distraction of judgment, directs all things in the fulfillment of its only desire.
Awareness is the light of the Son of God, because awareness is His awakened desire known and unhidden by the misperceptions of judgment.